Burning Building

I won't lie it was a cruel surprise to be woken up at 3 am in the morning by my sister cause the building I was staying in had caught fire. We had to hurry down before the elevators stopped working and when I saw the flames on the 19th floor licking the window pining to get out in this world.. Isn't that what I want to be acknowledged in this world not in a negative way but the outcome remains the same. Another thing that happened was that even after seeing the fire curling up threatening to spread its tentacles all around my concrete world it didn't scare me .. I don't know why there was a lack of fear I mean I am the kind of person who lights the stove and runs back 5 steps in 1/10th of a second but this time maybe ignorance which was my whining drowsiness was bliss. I just wish I could be like fire though be what I want to be do what I want to do without caring an iota of outsiders opinions and just moving up in the world like I'm meant to.
"When she awoke, the world was on fire.” 
― Scott Westerfeld
It gave me hope , I've lived to fight another day. 

Alamelu.