Big Bad World

Its been a while
I've become used to this feeling
The feeling of not even,
Being able to fake a real smile.

You know you are the reason,
You left me behind.
I didn't deserve this treason
But I trusted you completely blind.

You knew it was tearing me apart
To face this world alone is a start.
I never want to break into pieces,
I never want to be the one that ceases.

Even after knowing
What you meant to me
You went ahead bellowing
Destroying everything that your eyes could see.

There was a time
You meant something
You were the reason
I used to be fine.

But by breaking my trust
You brought it down to nothing
You changed ,
Just like any season.

So, with this big bad world
Crumbling down on me
I'd rather face it alone
Than see,
Me being the one
The one to be betrayed
Just like the sinking sun.

But thanks to people like you I know
What to be expected
When I actually go
Sorry storm ,
Into your big bad world
And when good is resurected
It will be a haven instead of satan's dorm.

Alamelu.