This is totally random but it got me thinking.I have personally loved the colors black and red for a very long time but suddenly white is coming to picture and red is fading away.I am a person who believes like many of my friends that a person's inclination towards a color can give you a brief about their personality and the attitude with which they live their lives.
The transformation oddly happened within the past two days.I , as curious as I am started wondering why as my inclination towards red always had a reason , so I turned to investigate this sudden change in my personality and then realised it was not sudden at all but a slowly morphing picture of how my junior year in highschool and being a sixteen year old girl has affected me. To others it may seem like just a color but to me it's something known as a personality amendment so that I can adapt myself to well a hostile enviroment.
White is mostly related to well serenity , peace and purity and well on the surface the last one is in relation to me as that's the core of what my name means (a lotus). Also white isn't a common favorite color just like my amazingly unique which I sometimes dislike. The color soothes me like anyone else and I think is bringing out in me qualities I've admired in people. It reminded me of the saying as useless as a white crayon but then I wondered I may be lonely for a while but then an intelligent person will realise my worth , my ability to brighten anything and my talent to lead while being part of a team and will encourage me nonetheless.
Is it the white of the calm before the storm or the white before the first blinding light of sunshine I think only time will tell.All I know is I have changed and surprisingly enough I have to get to know myself all over again this senior year when I'm going to be well seventeen.. I walk into this concrete jungle with my naive dreams but only this time no matter what ,I'm going to prove that innocence doesn't always mean oblivion.
Alamelu.
The transformation oddly happened within the past two days.I , as curious as I am started wondering why as my inclination towards red always had a reason , so I turned to investigate this sudden change in my personality and then realised it was not sudden at all but a slowly morphing picture of how my junior year in highschool and being a sixteen year old girl has affected me. To others it may seem like just a color but to me it's something known as a personality amendment so that I can adapt myself to well a hostile enviroment.
White is mostly related to well serenity , peace and purity and well on the surface the last one is in relation to me as that's the core of what my name means (a lotus). Also white isn't a common favorite color just like my amazingly unique which I sometimes dislike. The color soothes me like anyone else and I think is bringing out in me qualities I've admired in people. It reminded me of the saying as useless as a white crayon but then I wondered I may be lonely for a while but then an intelligent person will realise my worth , my ability to brighten anything and my talent to lead while being part of a team and will encourage me nonetheless.
Is it the white of the calm before the storm or the white before the first blinding light of sunshine I think only time will tell.All I know is I have changed and surprisingly enough I have to get to know myself all over again this senior year when I'm going to be well seventeen.. I walk into this concrete jungle with my naive dreams but only this time no matter what ,I'm going to prove that innocence doesn't always mean oblivion.
Alamelu.
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