Sunday, 17 March 2013

White Crayon

This is totally random but it got me thinking.I have personally loved the colors black and red for a very long time but suddenly white is coming to picture and red is fading away.I am a person who believes like many of my friends that a person's inclination towards a color can give you a brief about their personality and the attitude with  which they live their lives.

The transformation oddly happened within the past two days.I , as curious as I am started wondering why as my inclination towards red always had a reason , so I turned to investigate this sudden change in my personality and then realised it was not sudden at all but a slowly morphing picture of how my junior year in highschool and being a sixteen year old girl has affected me. To others it may seem like just a color but to me  it's something known as a personality amendment so that I can adapt myself to well a hostile enviroment.
White is mostly related to well serenity , peace and purity and well on the surface the last one is in relation to me as that's the core of what my name means (a lotus). Also white isn't a common favorite color just like my amazingly unique which I sometimes dislike. The color soothes me like anyone else and I think is bringing out in me qualities I've admired in people. It reminded me of the saying as useless as a white crayon but then I wondered I may be lonely for a while but then an intelligent person will realise my worth , my ability to brighten anything and my talent to lead while being part of a team and will encourage me nonetheless.

Is it the white of the calm before the storm or the white before the first blinding light of sunshine I think only time will tell.All I know is I have changed and surprisingly enough I have to get to know myself all over again this senior year when I'm going to be well seventeen.. I walk into this concrete jungle with my naive dreams but only this time no matter what ,I'm going to prove that innocence doesn't always mean oblivion.

Alamelu.

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